Day-Dreamer

Date: 13 Jun 2008

I’m way too Spartan to become a blogger. It took me a long time to write a blog and I was waiting that I would write a good blog for my youths. Due to my language inadequacy, it did scare me a bit to write something where the whole world may be reading it, and start judging my grannmar mistakes ( lol..)

I realized that they ain’t a good blog if it’s not about being you in the blog.

I passed on the perception that I need to preach while I’m in this blog, for I believe by only through the stories of my encounter with God daily, will be enough to be the influencing testimony for Christ. Being the real me, is the testimony. Man.. I love the word “INFLUENCING” it is just so powerful. For all young adult out there Youth Alive Malaysia will be having a conference on 21 & 22 Jun by the title “Influencing”, it’s a challenge to call all young adult to be an influencing tool for Jesus Christ in your workplace. Be there.

So I got to start personal right? .. as personal as the story begin in the scene when I was in the toilet doing my “business”. I apologies for being real. Well many do not know that I was an excellent “imaginator” (ruthie’s dictionary.com), I love to dwell my thoughts with fantasies of what I would like to become or do, but did not have the chance to do in real world. I’m a day-dreamer. I mostly possess only when I was in the toilet. I just got so much free time there, sitting there doing nothing. Ok ok I won’t go there.

Well, tonight as usual I was in the toilet and I was thinking ok what role would I do today? It took me awhile to ponder, then it took longer to think of anything, for I could not think of anything I want to do but the will of God for my life. All I can think of is how I can be use by God to do His will. The things which I most desired and desperate to do is to serve God will all my heart. To know this fact brings comfort to my heart, to know that your future and your life is in the palm of the hand of God, the hand, which created the earth, the hand, which stop the raging sea and thunders. You can rest and be comforted when this hand is holding your future. I’m resting in His plan for my life and I’m awaiting God to do the immeasurable. Can’t wait!

“Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever! Amen.” Ephesians 3:20-21

I’m a day dreamer and I dream Big, for My God is Big!