Ahh.. help
I was trying to do a new skin for my blog but it won't work...
i truly like to apologies to my blog reader for a boring blog design muahaha, well even I'm sick with the layout.. like nenek punya blog saja haha.
Be patience until I get some help with my new design... tunggu.....!! ;p
This morning as I was going online, I received an email from one of my youth leaders.
Without any expectation, I opened the email, I was touch to find out that he has email me some of the materials and resources which he has found online to help me with my teaching for evangelism.
I was really touched by his efforts and I was truly blessed by those resources. I want to say thank you! =)
I have so much joy since I became you guys YD. I was truly blessed by each one of you especially by the six beautiful, most precious "pushers" (the monkeys, I mean the youth leaders).
The grace and hospitality that you all have shown me and had put through with me, were more than kind. Thank you for believing in me guys and thank you for having faith in God that He will do great things in ROCK.
Recently, I had learned greatly from Hudson Taylor, that actually it is POSSIBLE to live a wholly surrendered life to God. It is possible, even in this world now a day where holiness has faded and humans' priority to live for oneself is becoming the first thing in the life of everyone. The "MY" society, the "MY" world!
Just like Hudson Taylor, I would like to devote my life wholly to serve God, to be use by Him, for His glory!
I may not know when will I fall, when will my heart turn from God, when will this desire to do His will be taken away from me. I don't know when?
Which is why everyday I got to come to Him on my knees in faithful prayer, that I may not turn the other way.
Receiving the position as YD in KLBC was one of my most satisfying moment in my life.
To be honest, its so much better than being married. Haha I know some of you won't believe it because you all would known how much last time I wish to get married.
Seriously, having married you are only loved by one man, well now being a YD, I'm loved by many, well even its not many, but I know at least the 6 monkeys whom I dearly love, do. (Hopefully..wink haha)
I had learned a truth from BSF... COME FOR BSF..!! EVERY MONDAY 7:30PM IN KLBC. It said that "Having the will of God for you life, are life most satisfying experience." Amen, that is very true!
I'm not being content, even though being the YD its life most satisfying experience, so much more I do need prayer from everyone that I would continue to be humble and teachable and may I will follow His way and not my own. So much more I need prayer.
I wish I could express my love for each one of you as good as how Paul would exhort his fellow workers.. lol but my expression and ENglishies not so good... bacically its beyond word haha. Love you guys very much. May you all come to know God more and love Him more.
God be the center of our lives!
You may think I was a bit outdated and would had start laughing at me haha.
Man, I have been singing this song, "We fall down" for ages now and only today I realized that it was originally written by Chris Tomlin.
These has proven two things, first, how little I actually know about Chris Tomlin (shame on you Ruth and you call yourself a supporter of Chris) and second, man, Chris Tomlin is old!! hahaha
I remembered the first time I sang this song in ROCK many many years ago, we was still in TIME SQUARE. I had straight away fall in love with the song once I heard it. Wow, what a humbled adoration to the Lord, where the song sang it first line... "we fall down" We lay our crown at the feet of Jesus"..
This song really show the Sovereignty of GOD.
Ed, Jo and all guitarist do check out this video, they actually teach you how to play this song, the Chris TOMLIN's way!
Be blessed.
I heard of this song in youtube basically this song really sum up the heart of Jesus for the people of the world.
Here are the lyric:
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To the desperate eyes and reaching hands
To the suffering and the lean
To the ones the world has cast aside
Where you want me I will be
(Refrain)
I will go
I will go
I will go Lord send me
To the world
To the lost
To the poor and hungry
Take everything I am
Clay within your hands
I will go
I will go
Send me
Let me not be blind with privilege
Give me eyes to seek the pain
Let the blessing You've poured out on me
Not be spent on me in vain
Let this life be used for change
(Refrain)
(Bridge)
I wanna live for you
Go where you lead me
I wanna follow you
(x 3)
(Refrain)
Send me!! (x4)
This presentation was made by a youth's group who was reaching out to the lost, poor and needy God's beloved people in Mexico. Everywhere, Everybody need GOD!
"If the church is going to grow stronger, then it needs to be full of people who do not live for themselves." (by Malcolm McGregor, Director of SIM)
Churches every where from the West to East, from U.S to MALAYSIA, churches are hungry for a growing and stronger church. Oh, how our heart has sparkled the fire to become the radiant 'bride" for our Bridegroom, Our Lord Jesus Christ.
The call for unity as ONE church is sounding forth like a trumpet. ARISE CHURCH, ARISE CHURCH!!!
My heart felt amazed with His Deity, however my heart felt sorrow for the people of the world. ARISE CHURCH! Let's not look at all the small little misunderstanding that you have among another brother or sister, lets not spend time to hold grudge with another person because he or she was more wanted than you, let's not compare, let's not waste time to live selfish life, let's not chasing after things on earth, let's not love life more than GOD, let's not waste time. Today, I felt overwhelming, I felt the heart of Jesus calling for his church, His bride. When will we able to learn, to be a self-less church for Jesus?
Guys... the harvest is plentiful, but who are willing to go? Even though this is a familiar passage but today I really started to grab the full meaning of this word. When Jesus said this, my dear Jesus must have said it with a painful heart, a heart full of sorrows for He knew many had turn away from Him and His commands and live a life of their own. Oh God.. let me go! Let me go and serve the harvest, this I pray. May this be your prayer too brothers! May this be your prayer too my dear sisters!
I want to follow Jesus, what break the Lord's heart, may it break mine.
I cried out to God, that He may be patience with my sins and the sins of the church. May he come back soon...
Friends, ARISE CHURCH!
I'm sorry that I have no other "watering down" way to tell you the urgency for us to be self-denial. I know its hard when you guys have a bright life ahead of you. Friends, let's put away our selfish and sinful way of life, let's be self-sacrifice, God need young people who do not live for themselves to build a stronger church.
If you are convicted to do something but not sure and afraid to commit, would you pray this prayer with me together.
" Lord Jesus, I surrender to your Lordship. I Praise you for your Deity, my Savior. I heard your calling my Lord that the harvest in Malaysia is plentiful but the worker is few and my heart are convicted. I want to answer to your call, Yes Lord, take my life Lord and use it. I do not know what I need to do next but Lord may I have a surrendering and obedience heart to follow your will. Thank you for your love to me, your grace and kindness to me are never ending. Give me boldness and a burning fire for what is of your heart. In Jesus name I pray Amen"
gracie, we should plan a mission trip to Temenggor =) What say you?
Where are the People whom heart God is at work?
Wowowo, read an article today and found this very power statement made toward "youths"
Whether the statement was true or not about youths today? You decide.
Will this statement provoke you or the other way round? I ll pray for you.
"Youths they no longer rely on God's objective truth to dictate what is right and wrong. Rather they rely on their feelings to determine whether or not something is right for me at that moment!!!"
True and very dangerous!
Today Devo.
2 Peter 3:8
"With the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day."
Recently, I'm desperately in need of God's strenght. I was worn out from working, from running here and there and from trying to fulfill all the work which required from me. But the Lord was gracious in seeing me through.
As I was struggling with the pressure from all these stress, I realize deep down I was actually struggling from the pressure of a city's life, where all things done in a fast pace, where I need to run from one conference to another, where I need to catch up with the world in youths culture. I can hardly grab a moment of life that passes by.
What a waste! God has given us life which is so wonderful and beautiful, but sadly many times we have just easily let life pass it by just like that.
I believe when God say, "With the Lord one day is as a thousand years..." He also want us to know how precious each breath which he has given us and we are to enjoy and look life in one day as like a thousand years.
Take time to breathe take time to look enjoy each day. Take time to look at the wonderful world and creation which the Lord has created, which revealed His Glory. Take time to live this life with God...
each step at a time....
May the Lord bless you day..
