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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Music influence people to take drug?

I just realised that above the article about the schoolgirl with ketamine was the news about "Night fever at the council- Techno music played at meeting to plug for more disco licences..." where MPK enforcement, business and health department director Zulkifli Majid, proposing tge increase in disco licences.

Rubbish Rubbish Rubbish!!!

Do they see what will happened if more license to be given out? It will only encourage more young people to hang around places in pub and disco, where more drugs, more AIDS, more crime, bringing destruction to our country. Oh I see, i bet he was thinking that techno music can make youths a healthier person!! (rolling eyes)

Whether we would admit it or not? that techno music will have influence upon us, our thoughts, our behaviors, our values!

ARTICLE: RECREATION DRUG USE AND RISK ESTIMATION
BY: Johanne Korsdal Sørensen

Techno events sometimes take place at legal music venues, such as discotheques
and other licensed premises, but they may also take the form of illegal,
underground parties at unlicensed locations such as abandoned factory buildings.
Some of these events are large-scale parties involving up to one thousand
participants; others are smaller private gatherings. During my research I
participated in both kinds of events. So-called “after-parties” are either relaxing
intermezzos between two parties, or represent the termination of a techno party.
On these occasions “blunting” drugs (cannabis, benzodiazepines and others) are
often taken in order to counteract the intoxicating effect of the “uppers” taken
during the main event.3 In other words, recreational drug users tend to use
“uppers” to speed up the tempo and stay awake during the techno events
themselves, but finish off the party by taking tranquillisers and blunting drugs in
order to calm down and get back to the ordinary rhythm of day and night. These
phenomena appear to be characteristic of techno culture globally (Carrington &
Wilson 2002, 85).

The international diffusion of these various techno genres has been accompanied
by a similar exchange and development of dancing techniques and ways of
partying, including the use of drugs. Thus techno fans globally are now well
informed about the particular use of drugs in relation to techno music. My
informants told me about travelling to the “Ministry of Sound” in England, to the
“Love Parade” in Germany, and to locations in Ibiza, Goa and elsewhere to
participate in major techno events. They and others like them are among the
couriers who have brought techno and a new kind of recreational drug use to
Denmark, and in turn spread knowledge of the scene in Denmark to other venues
elsewhere in the world.

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Noted that this articles was 16 pages long and I was only quoted two paragraph, please read through the whole context and find more information about it.

http://www.nad.fi/pdf/46/6%20Korsdal%20Sorensen.pdf

Personally, in my own view. Techno music does influenced young people to do drug.

Mr Zulkilfi, please be wise in your decision.

School girl caught with ketamine

Today I read another very sad news on the newspaper.

"A 15 year old schoolgirl (Form 2) and four boys aged between 15 and 17 were remanded for four days on suspicion of possessing 9.4gm of ketamine."

What is happening to this world?!!

I'm going above just "being sad", by these two news alone I realized that drug are one of the major problem for youths nowaday, especially for colleges students. I'm fearful for my youths who are in colleges now. May the Lord watch over them and delivered them from all temptation. God please protect them from drug!!

If this is the major problem that this generation of youths is facing, DRUG! I better learn more about it (haha aiyo i don't mean tasting drug myself laa) and I better get to know more organization that can help educate youths to "SAY NO TO DRUG" so I can work together with them.

Anyone have any idea any organization that I can go to?

Monday, March 30, 2009

Cops Uncover drug den.


Monday March 30, 2009

Cops uncover drug den


DUNGUN: Police, acting on a tip-off about a “dangerous kidnapper” at a house in Taman Mutiara, found 12 youths high on drugs instead.

The 20-year-old alleged kidnapper was among those arrested in the raid yesterday.

Others included nine college students. Police believe they have a new lead on the operations of a pusher supplying drugs to college students.

OCPD Supt Dahlan Mohd Noor said the raid was conducted after police received information that a kidnapper was living in the house.

He said the nine students were pursuing their diploma in mechanical engineering at a nearby institute.

“We never expected to catch the students. Recently, we embarked on a campaign to remind students not to take drugs but it seems to have been unsuccessful,” he added.

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12 YOUTHS HIGH ON DRUGS!!!! This news troubled my heart so much. Nine out of 12 are college students. What are the teacher doing in colleges? It make me ponder a bit what has becoming with our education nowaday? What about caring for the youths? What about seeing and followup what happening to their students?

Forgive me for falling into the hand of "pointing finger" to others but I tend to ponder that if our education would be better, the youths that we are nurturing would choose better choices in life. Why does our education only stop at academic? It should go beyond academic!

I felt so burden for these group of youths who never knew what a beauty in life that awaiting for them ? Instead of wasting away their life, I hope they can see that God want them to live and have life to the abundant!! God loves them and they too deserved to live a good life. But to have a good life, we need to start making right decisions.







Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Mengampuni - jason

This song brought light to me.

All the frustrations, silence hurts, discrimination, wrong accusations, false testimonies toward me has brought me to a time of darkness, where I could not see others through God's compassion and grace. Most of all, I lost patience and lost the love for them.

I have been loving this song the first time I heard it. I love the melody but did not spend much time in learning what is the song all about until just now. I search the lyric on the net and all the words sink in like a coming big wave that came and took all my hurts and unforgiving spirit away.

God is compassionate, forgiving and gracious Lord. This is my God and it is for me to follow His ways. Oh.. God break my heart for what break Yours.

Please check out this song, it is not in Youtube, but you can get the MP3 from me.



Mengampuni - Jason


D F#m Bm
KETIKA HATIKU TLAH DISAKITI
G F#m Em A
AJARKU MEMBERI HATI MENGAMPUNI
D F#m Bm
KETIKA HIDUPKU TLAH DIHAKIMI
G F#m Em A
AJARKU MEMBERI HATI MENGASIHI

REFF:
G A F#m Bm Em
AMPUNI BILA KAMI TAK MAMPU MENGAMPUNI
A Am D
YANG BERSALAH KEPADA KAMI
G A F#m Bm
SEPERTI HATI YESUS MENGAMPUNI
Em A D
MENGASIHI TIADA PAMRIH

Monday, February 9, 2009

Not retaliate!

God never fails speaking to me directly through through His word alone. Having my daily devotion, to me is the most important thing. It is where the Lord spoke like a clear thunder. His word are always comforting and assuring in helping me through all circumstances in life, whether it is bad or good. God's word is living and real, it is applicable everyday.

This morning before I came to His word I was praying with such burden and troublesome heart. I shunned before my enemies, I felt so weak and I do not know what I can do? As we called to be minister for God, we are to be prepare that our enemies from every side will come to us like a roaring lion trying to grab our helpless sheep away. It was such a sadness for me that I can't do anything.

Before I decided to rise up and be angry with all my enemies, trying to scold them with my best strength, telling them that there are influencing the youths in a bad way. It was example of my fleshly respond, I want justice now. I want God to make them pay for their wrong doing. Forgive my offensive remarks but it takes a minister to understand the sadness that I felt.

Then I ran to His word and the Lord gave me Matt 5:38 - 42. The Lord led me to see my enemies through His eyes of grace. It helped me to see this whole situation in His way.

Matthew 5: 38 - 41, "You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye and tooth for tooth.' But I tell you. Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you."

I learned two great lessons today which help me to settle my troubling heart

1) I learned about true grace. Our natural reaction when we were hit by ours opponent is to defend, to stand up and repay them an eye for an eye ( haha.. don't worry on one lost any eyes in the process of writing this blog =) I bet Jesus will choose not to retaliate and would turn the other cheek. Even though in the eyes of people we may appear weak by not retaliate, but by knowing the true grace in the Lord and refuse to retaliate, we are overcoming evil with good. Jesus say we are to love our enemies. By seeing His grace to me, I can only love my enemies with this same grace He would show me.

2) I almost forgot that being in partnership with God to do this ministry; I got to remember that He still reign over all. I need to have true faith in believing that at this moment where the evil reign, the sheep gone astray, I am to believe that God is not blind nor will He be deaf to my prayer and cry. The sheep is His and He shall call them back and then the evil ones will be under His judgment. My duty is not to be God, but to do the task that the Lord has for me faithfully and with both true grace and true faith in Him. "If someone forces me to go one mile, I will go two miles"

Lord I pray that my heart will filled with Your grace and love, so that I can love my enemies, just like my Master does. Amen.

Friday, January 30, 2009

It's all for Christ!

Am I being treated unfairly? Yes, I am
Am I being criticize? Yes, every single day
Am I crying so painfully for the youths? Yes, only God knows.
Am I working hard trying very hard? Yes, I am
Am I being snare off? Yes, even by the person whom I put much effort in.
Am I being wrongfully accused? Yes, I am
Am I being outcast for pleasing the Lord? Yes, I am
Do I enjoy what I am doing? I can't deny that I am a bit doubtful now.
But will I continue doing it, teaching my youth? loving my youths, surrender my all for the youths? Yes I will.

Because of Jesus.. Jesus loves them very much, so do I (even though sometime it hurt badly)





Thursday, January 22, 2009

Does anyone hear her - casting crowns

This MTV is the coolest.

I could not express my emotions when I first watch this MTV, my hair just stand up.. ok i may have exaggerate hahaha

But it was a very cool music video, full of meaning.

Casting crowns is a Christian band who have won in Grammy and Dove Award. Their music considered as soft rock. This band was created in 1999 by a youth pastor. Wohohoh Youth pastor ROCKS!! Well, guys watch out, a youth pastor in Malaysia may be coming with a band soon muahaha.

Jokes aside, the lyric of this song is serious stuff.

These scenes are just too familiar to churches in today's generation, where Christians walking pass those who are hurting and needs God without noticing them. It was a wonderful MTV again and I just love it. Every time when I watch this video, I'll pray that I will not do the same to these people whom God loves very much.

LYRIC:
She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon's ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She's another two years older
And she's three more steps behind

Chorus:
Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?
Lord does anybody even know she's going down today?
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?

She is yearning
For shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching
For a hero to ride in
To ride in and save the day
And in walks her prince charming
And he knows just what to say
Momentary lapse of reason
And she gives herself away

Chorus

If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her

If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her

Chorus 2x

He is running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction





Friday, January 16, 2009

Undignified Singapore 2009

Henry made me laughed..
Singapore's gangster headed by tai ko Ashley...
Pengemis di Sinpapore..
Pengemis and the beauty.. (kidding brother ;p)
very nature.. nice pic

Undignified Singapore 2009

Ruth going super undignified.....
Poser konon...... a nice hangout place
Our prof photographer................
Model cum photographer.......
Whose hand is this..?

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

"Woe to me" I cried. "I am ruined". Isaiah 6:5

My greatest fear when I serve God as a leader of the church is that I may fall and become a Pharisee.

I hate Pharisees and religious teachers that mentioned in the Bible, well most obvious reason is because they crucified Jesus. MMh... And as I went for the study of Matthew last year in BSF (Bible Study Fellowship) I found more reasons NOT to become like them.

(1) What Jesus says of them, "You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the coming wrath? Produce fruit in keeping with repentance." Matthew 3:7


(2) "The Pharisees and Sadducees came to Jesus and tested him.... " Matthew 16:1

(3) "Then some of the Pharisees and teachers of the law said to him, "teacher, we want to see a miraculous sign from you?" Matthew 12:38

(4) "Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the kingdom of heaven in men's faces." Matthew 23:13

(5) Lastly.... "As soon as the chief priests and their officials saw Jesus, they shouted, "Crucify! Crucify!" John 19:6

I am a person no greater than Pharisee, sometime I was as worst as them.

Being a leader and a teacher, many time unconsciously, I feel into the trap of being self-righteous, and I have hurt many of my youths and friends whom I dearly love. I found that it is very easy for us to fall into an attitude that say "I'm more holy than you.." Even though it is my duty to reconcile youths who had drawn far from God, to preach the message of repentance, but a cynical remark and a harsh rebuke is not it!! There is something that I missed while doing these,....I missed grace and a love-filled heart!!

I just do not know what to do, Lord?!

Past few weeks ago, pastor was preaching on Isaiah 6:1-9 in the Sunday Service. Believe it or not? God spoke to me through this passage and there were few incidents when I was in bookstore browsing through some books and I came about this same passage. IT WAS AMAZING, happened twice!! Well Pastor, need to preach it again in the staff morning devotion, with
these double doze from pastor who will forget the message.


It says in Isaiah 6:5 - Woe to me, I cried. I am ruined! ....

Woe to me Lord, I am ruined. - Ruthie


My prayer is that I will teach like Jesus not the Pharisees...





Sunday, September 14, 2008

Bad blog

Ahh.. help

I was trying to do a new skin for my blog but it won't work...

i truly like to apologies to my blog reader for a boring blog design muahaha, well even I'm sick with the layout.. like nenek punya blog saja haha.

Be patience until I get some help with my new design... tunggu.....!! ;p

I was touched by an angel.

This morning as I was going online, I received an email from one of my youth leaders.

Without any expectation, I opened the email, I was touch to find out that he has email me some of the materials and resources which he has found online to help me with my teaching for evangelism.

I was really touched by his efforts and I was truly blessed by those resources. I want to say thank you! =)

I have so much joy since I became you guys YD. I was truly blessed by each one of you especially by the six beautiful, most precious "pushers" (the monkeys, I mean the youth leaders).

The grace and hospitality that you all have shown me and had put through with me, were more than kind. Thank you for believing in me guys and thank you for having faith in God that He will do great things in ROCK.

Recently, I had learned greatly from Hudson Taylor, that actually it is POSSIBLE to live a wholly surrendered life to God. It is possible, even in this world now a day where holiness has faded and humans' priority to live for oneself is becoming the first thing in the life of everyone. The "MY" society, the "MY" world! 

Just like Hudson Taylor, I would like to devote my life wholly to serve God, to be use by Him, for His glory!

I may not know when will I fall, when will my heart turn from God, when will this desire to do His will be taken away from me. I don't know when?

Which is why everyday I got to come to Him on my knees in faithful prayer, that I may not turn the other way.  

Receiving the position as YD in KLBC was one of my most satisfying moment in my life.

To be honest, its so much better than being married. Haha I know some of you won't believe it because you all would known how much last time I wish to get married.

Seriously, having married you are only loved by one man, well now being a YD, I'm loved by many, well even its not many, but I know at least the 6 monkeys whom I dearly love, do. (Hopefully..wink haha)

I had learned a truth from BSF... COME FOR BSF..!! EVERY MONDAY 7:30PM IN KLBC. It said that "Having the will of God for you life, are life most satisfying experience." Amen, that is very true!

I'm not being content, even though being the YD its life most satisfying experience, so much more I do need prayer from everyone that I would continue to be humble and teachable and may I will follow His way and not my own. So much more I need prayer. 

I wish I could express my love for each one of you as good as how Paul would exhort his fellow workers.. lol but my expression and ENglishies not so good... bacically its beyond word haha. Love you guys very much. May you all come to know God more and love Him more. 

God be the center of our lives!

 

 

Friday, September 12, 2008

We fall down - Chris Tomlin

You may think I was a bit outdated and would had start laughing at me haha.

Man, I have been singing this song, "We fall down" for ages now and only today I realized that it was originally written by Chris Tomlin.

These has proven two things, first, how little I actually know about Chris Tomlin (shame on you Ruth and you call yourself a supporter of Chris) and second, man, Chris Tomlin is old!! hahaha

I remembered the first time I sang this song in ROCK many many years ago, we was still in TIME SQUARE. I had straight away fall in love with the song once I heard it. Wow, what a humbled adoration to the Lord, where the song sang it first line... "we fall down" We lay our crown at the feet of Jesus"..

This song really show the Sovereignty of GOD.

Ed, Jo and all guitarist do check out this video, they actually teach you how to play this song, the Chris TOMLIN's way!

Be blessed.




Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I will go

I heard of this song in youtube basically this song really sum up the heart of Jesus for the people of the world.


Here are the lyric:
....................

To the desperate eyes and reaching hands
To the suffering and the lean
To the ones the world has cast aside
Where you want me I will be

(Refrain)
I will go
I will go
I will go Lord send me
To the world
To the lost
To the poor and hungry
Take everything I am
Clay within your hands
I will go
I will go
Send me

Let me not be blind with privilege
Give me eyes to seek the pain
Let the blessing You've poured out on me
Not be spent on me in vain
Let this life be used for change

(Refrain)

(Bridge)
I wanna live for you
Go where you lead me
I wanna follow you
(x 3)

(Refrain)

Send me!! (x4)


This presentation was made by a youth's group who was reaching out to the lost, poor and needy God's beloved people in Mexico. Everywhere, Everybody need GOD!

Matthew 25:35 - 36
" For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me."